What's your happiness?

Aren't we always waiting for something? Vacation,date,waiting to get a promotion,find a job,start something,waiting to meet the right person,waiting for a proposal,wedding...... 
What do you do while you wait?  
The society makes you feel like if you are doing something different,you're doing it all wrong. If you are not married and enjoying your single life,having fun,sleeping in,going to parties,having enough time for yourself ... Bad girl,got to be married,with kids,husband,diapers,dreams about some silence and constant lack of sleep. Hold on...,you may have lack of sleep,but due some different reasons,long and wild night,movie was so interesting you had to watch till the end,book was so exiting you couldn't stop reading,he was so awesome you got home with the sunrise...
 I just want say that in between nowadays you and you as a fiancee and wife and a mother there is the whole world to explore and so much life to live,don't rush it you'll be there,enjoy the big and little things that will be gone when you get there... Explore the world,explore yourself,you are the whole unique and amazing world,you are the most exotic flower on the planet,find out what you need to live vividly,to bloom.
Don't let yourself droop just because something didn't happen yet,use this time with pleasure,curiosity and joy. Doesn't matter what it is that you are waiting to happen,don't wait,live,bloom,explore,enjoy and you'll find yourself as a happy person. 
Happiness is so different,for someone it's eternal summer with hot sand and turquoise ocean but for someone it's a sparkling like diamond pure white snow under the starry sky. Don't be afraid if your happiness is different from the world is used to.